The old man in the park There's an old man sitting on a bench in the park.A scruffy dog by his feet, on his lips a witty remark.Not a tooth in his mouth, but he smiles anyway.And if you ask him why, this is what he will say: “I have a song in my head, and a smile on my face.I have lived a full life of both sorrow and grace.I have love so plenty, and stories to share.And I live my life without a worry or care.”His wrinkles are a map of a long, lasting life.Of hard work, three sons, and a now deceased wife.His hearing may be bad, and his vision turning grey.But if you ask him, this is what he will say: “I have seen my share of wonders
ForgettableForgettable I’m tempted to change my whole mentality,To make sure you’ll never be able to forget me,‘Cause the Devil wishes to be remembered through evil, And it seems to me being good to folks is just forgettable.
Dear you,I could list a thousand reasons why I hate youAnd I'm sure a lot of people could do that too.When you're alone with children's parents I know you spout your liesAnd truthfully, honestly I can't say I'm surprised.When will this nightmare of your reign end?When will you stop trying and forcing to make things bend?I just don't like your "help", you are most certainly not helping me.I'm going to expose you so the whole wide world will see.When you talk to me and other students you shout at usBut when you talk to parents you make us eat your dust.If this is an example of what a role model should be,I'd rather be a beggar and be starving on the cold streets.You say some things that you can never take back or heal the painAnd then you ask us to speak up and to explain.But when we try to you just hold you hand and shut us upHell when my grandma died you didn't care or give a fuck.You said that reason wasn't valid for me to be lateAnd that I was on probation and mig
Looks LieI’m ugly and fatBut I can deal with that‘Cause it means people like me for me;Not for what they see.
Dead endI built something here but I now need to leave.Dead ends cant be deniedThey demand you to grieve.Doom sets in as I stare ahead.My eyes already dead, Palpitations in my chest.I'm the one who likes to torture myself until the very end.Ignore all the signs, It could work, just pretend.But that makes the collision all the more cataclysmic.That makes the breakdown all the more tragic.That makes the suicide all the more certain.
ScaredI'm just so scaredto touch happinessonly to have ittaken away again maybe that is why I push everyone away and maybe that's why I'm so guardedbut I don't thinkI can even touch itwithout love and I don't know how to love at all
This Dream of MineWandering endlessly onin this dream of minewithin this plane I am a pawnunaffected by timeControlled by trapped desiresinfluenced by disguised thoughtsunknowingly it transpireswith the speed of a fired shotIn this dream of minemonsters become knownas they meet me through timerevealing that I was never aloneWandering endlessly onthrough this forest of denialnever shall it be dawnwith each step a new trialIn this dream of minewings of freedom flutteras I reach for them trapped in vinethere is nothing left for me to utterGazing into the skythere is endless desolationbirds of white begin to flyswelling frustration and desolationWandering endlessly onhow I was foolishly seekingI am but a pawnleft without a dream, left shrieking.
tooth decayNot personal vengeance, monotonous sex: a rotting tooth decay type of love.To say it is a fallacy, I'd be wrong.I’m strung high, aeronautical aerobics – anxious to reach the lofty clouds – lubricious like the ashen feathers that encompass a dove.Swollen lips and torn fabric, flesh is slick and glossy – your eyes, they hum a bluesy song.Chords struck by a hollow wood, tune as dull as his soul – reverberating string pulsing against a tomb – bleeding remnants of our dying flame (Something I need to be freed of).Each word he speaks sends shivers along my spine; words spoken in twisted tongue. Is he wh
The CurseTo shy to say hello,My heart a dying glowSo afraid due to my pastquickly dissolving if we move too fastWill I ever find my soul mate,or is forever loneliness my fate?Im just an outline of my former selfMy courage gone and put on shelfI see your eye's longing for me to speakBut I dare not come down from my peakForever consumed by my fearI wish the winds would carry my words for you to hear.Till then..I will just stare down,pay no mind to my frown..
Grown DeepMy eyes and skin caressed by moonlight,Soul is that entity elusive thatHas yet to be swum in by love.Grown in shaded isolation,Deep within a wild ancient forest,Like a starving animal, I seekThe method to quench my thirst for rest.Rivers of sorrow and verse converge;My soul has grown deep like the rivers.
Age of ReasonUpon souls inspectionI learned I fear deceptionand hate rejectionthus leading to my love life's dose of lethal injection
Critical Condition.Back against the wallI've gone and lost it allreduced down to a crawlNothing left to loseSo many barrels aimed at meHatred is all I'm trained to seeAll the love has turned to fleeNothing left to loseOnly pain left by my sideand it's been a rough rideBut i refuse to run and hideNothing left to loseI'll break out of my broken shellI'd rather die and burn in hellAnd you'll gain nothing if I failNothing left to loseSo come and finish what you startedyou'll leave no one brokenheartedanother victim to your carnageNothing left to loseAnd if you come don't come aloneI may be down but it's my homeA cornered monster is d
Belly of the BeastForest and Fire now his to guard,Just Water left to go.His task is great, the challenge, hard,But the warrior has to grow.The rivers wind, the streams will flow,And the waterfall will sing.For the stone of the goddess Nayru,he shall visit the Zora King.In grief, the King recalls his tale,his daughter swallowed whole!By Gerudo King's will, this deity whaleis ill, the curse slowly taking it's toll.With a treat to transfix, it's maw opens wide,to cure a Lord in unrest.He's all swallowed up, he's sucked insideand meets up with the Zora princess!Her mother's stone lost, she says she will stay,and won't leave until it is found.
Lips ShutSew my lips shut and fill my soul with painLet it breed darkness inside my brainBecoming infested in this sickness of silenceFinally broke down and screamed out in violenceTake it all back and pretend it never happenedMask the wounds as the day lay dampened
ExposureWe live in the shadowsWaiting for the nightBefore baring our soulsWe've kept out of sightWe wait for the momentWhen the time is rightBecause we can't bare our soulsWe've kept sheltered from the light
It's a Date"Do you have a crush on me?""What?""I said, do you have a crush on me? You're always blushing around me.""....and what if I did?""Then I'd say yes.""Yes to what?""Yes I'll go out with you. Well....and no.""What would you say no to?""No, you won't have to be alone anymore."I blushed.He grinned."See, there it is again. And you never did answer my question.""Which one?""Will you go out with me?""You never said that.""Well, I'm saying it now. Will you?"I blushed again.He grinned again.I looked down.He kissed my cheek.I smiled."Then it's a date."
ChristmasSnowFallingStillAlone
KissesMy family has a traditionAround ChristmasWhere we write down our troubles on tiny slips of paperPut them in the wrapper of a Hershey's KissAnd throw them into the fire.Apparently it's supposed to symbolizeThat all our trials eventually endAnd that we can still find happinessEven in the midst of these trials.But sometimesI'll write down the things that make me happyTo remind myself that good things never last[That only the good die young]And that I don't deserve what I've been given.But then againSometimes it's just niceTo see your cares burn awayBy the light of a flickering flame.
Positive Thinking....I ThinkHopefully he won't turn me down.